“You should know better than to drink so much, by now.”
I
looked up from my lost world and found a familiar presence. This time, she
didn’t come to me as a lesbian goddess; she was just Renolds.
Keeping
my mouth closed, I found myself curled up on the curb outside of her apartment
building.
“You
didn’t make it too far, I see.”
I
buried my face in my knees.
“I’m sorry.”
I bit
my lip to keep quiet.
“Flo…
Florence. Please. Come inside. You’re going to get taken as a prostitute.
You’re freezing. And you need a shower. Come in. Please… I’ll get on my knees
and beg.”
I
snorted and looked at her. “I… I don’t know how much I remember. I just know
I’m pissed off at you.”
Renolds
sighed and wrapped an arm around me. “I told you to leave last night.”
“Why?”
“I…
almost slept with you. But I couldn’t do that. I’m supposed to be your guardian…”
The previous day flashed by and
I dropped my head. “I’m a slut," I said.
“No you’re not… Florence…”“I am! I kind of almost hooked up with Astrid… And I liked it. I like her. Then there was the handsy douche at the club. He… was a douche. And then… I saw you a few drinks later. And I got it. It felt like everything was in place but I was even more lost than normal. And last night happened… God. What will I tell Astrid…”
Renolds
sighed and held out a hand for me. “Let’s go in. You need coffee and food
before you deal with life. We both do.”
I took
her hand and followed her in. I was getting the message that I probably
shouldn’t follow Renolds anymore, but I couldn’t help it. She always seemed to
know what to do.
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